I SWEAR

I Swear to myself i wont forgive u again coz u really make me sad and dissappointed many many time. Everytime when i forgive u, u also promise me u wont do it again. However after u meet the stupid "big Mouth" frens u totally change back the attituded again and dun ever think bout me....I say many many times alr y u muz care wat other ppl say ??? We r fren so u shud have trust in each other but u dun ever use ur brain to think and not mature at all...Sumtimes when i think back i really hope tat we never be fren b4 so tat maybe my life will much more easier. I SWear to myself both of us wont have any relationship in the future coz i dunwan get any TROUBLE make myself SAD, EMO ,CRY. I SWEAR to myself without u i still can have my new and happy life..........