EMO season!!!

haiz really dunno y almost all my fren around me also have the emo situation recently....haha even me also have. MAybe people getting elder the problem and presure that need face by us getting more. THus we emo coz dunno wat decision make is correct.

I tHInk all my frens also know tat i like baby very much wakaka. Even we js walking or having meal when i saw baby around me sure i shout that the baby is SO cute. BUt do u know y i like baby so much??? This is because for me i think tat become a baby is the most hapi time. BAby no nid to care bout study result no nid to scare tat they will hurt by other frens and etc... because Baby have the "simplest world". WHen u treay them good they js give u a smile while u scold baby when they done sumting wrong. MAybe they will cry but the next day they will still play with u...

however, this may not happen in the real adult world. This is a comperative world u wan get high marks,others ppl wan higher than u. U wan get high post for work, other ppl may jealous bout u and make u trouble.I remember i got 1 fren told me b4 he wont ever trust his fren around him. Although he can very very close with sumone but in his heart he js wan to take advantages from the person.When i heard wat he say i feel so shock because i never expect tat he will tell me the truth. Wat he advice me is dun over trust my fren around me because i will get hurt if my fren really done sumting bad for me.

HAhaha when he finish saying i js smile to him n told him i alr hurt by my fren for so many times b4 alr. Everytime i get hurt i really sad n down but wat can i do?? i still be fren with the ppl tat hurt me b4 because i think tis is part of our life that we cannot avoid.Besides that, not all the fren also like tat de....Therefore,In my mind, if u really treat me as a fren i will treat u as my GOOD fren because frens is very important in my life....................

还是好朋友

没有人要内疚 没需要原宥 在十字街头 就相互保佑

那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头 没必要一分开 就变成了诅咒

相爱这一场 可能是为了 能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友 比爱人长久

不能牵的手按在心头 在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右

事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后

思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受）

那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头 .......

亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头

没激情没有感情 有另一种邂逅

相爱这一场 可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友 比爱人长久 不能牵的手按在心头

在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右

事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后

思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受）

那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头

是什么叫你我 只配做一对好朋友

MISS n LET GO~~~

i really dunno y i miss him so much recently although we r not fren anymore but the memories bwt me n him still in my brain. Besides that he always comes out in my dream when i sleep but after wake up i'll cry n emo.In my dream we still r good fren n talk to each other.I always hope tat it not js happen in my dream but in my real life. I know tat dreams r dreams n i need to wake up..... haiz.... wat to do ler we even didnt say HI to each other when we meet now alr !!!!
Especially on last fri, only both of us in the lift. At tat moment i really wan talk to him but i cant step out coz i get hurt b4 and tat time make me scare to talk to him anymore. Everytime i saw him i also scare to look to his face hiaz........However, i cant lie to myself and honestly to say that he still in my heart n i cant let him go at this moment although i try my best b4. maybe as i say b4 we really dun have the fated together even as a fren....
30 April 2008 is the day tat i ever forget in my life----the last day he close n talk to me. i still remember tat day we stay at college till 6pm++ he fetch me go take my car at tat time he keep say BYE BYE to me but i didnt say any words to him.. Maybe the god alr give me the signal to tell me tat day is our last day to be fren.....
i really sad tat i lose a fren like him. Although i force myself wan forget him but when i force myself to do tat i'll feel i miss him more. Thus, i dunwan force myself to forget him anymore. This is becasue i read s book b4 "dun force urself to forget anyone, but js put them in ur heart n 10s to him because he is part of ur life b4. Let time to let go everything" i really agree to it n it so meaningful to me at tis moment.
Now i js need sum TIME..............