I SWEAR

I Swear to myself i wont forgive u again coz u really make me sad and dissappointed many many time. Everytime when i forgive u, u also promise me u wont do it again. However after u meet the stupid "big Mouth" frens u totally change back the attituded again and dun ever think bout me....I say many many times alr y u muz care wat other ppl say ??? We r fren so u shud have trust in each other but u dun ever use ur brain to think and not mature at all...Sumtimes when i think back i really hope tat we never be fren b4 so tat maybe my life will much more easier. I SWear to myself both of us wont have any relationship in the future coz i dunwan get any TROUBLE make myself SAD, EMO ,CRY. I SWEAR to myself without u i still can have my new and happy life..........

What Can I Do To CHANGE My Life

i really really dunno wat can i do to change for my life i hate my life now. Everyday bz with many many thing. Other ppl js work their own thing,but my life need separate to 3 part. 1 Is for my own study and work, 1 for my dad business and another 1 is for my mum housework. Actually i really dun mind to help them as long as i can get wat i wan (happiness in the home) but i cant even get it . On the other hand i always feel upsad and moody. i always ask myself whether i got do my best to satisfied my parents????but i cant get the answer haiz....... My Life is not as easy as ppl think and i dun think other ppl can have the same life like me. for example, my fren can go anyway anytime they want. HAHA for me i need to think izzit i finish my housework???izzit i need help my dad business??? Actually i only have 1/3 life for myself others is for them but how come they still cant satisfied and keep saying tat i'm lazy n tis n tat especially my mum always complaint to my dad to scold me SWT........NOW I REALLY DUNNO WAT CAN I DO!!!!!!

说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐 你用卡片试写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦淹了
开心于不开心一一叙旧着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢.........

执着

有时候人真的不能太过执着
因为很多东西上天都明明已安排好的
你不能反抗 而只能接受
我永远都很相信一句话
是你的永远都是你的

但如果不是你的 无论你如何强求都没有用
哈哈套一句老土的话……勉强是没有幸福的
如果早一点决定可以让彼此都好过
哪为何要挣扎呢????
因为我很相信长痛不如短痛
或许你做这个决定时会伤心痛苦一段时间
但当你走过这一段时间痛苦回忆之后
你会很庆幸当初狠心的自己

才能换得今天开心的自己