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我爱他

2009-11-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

他的镜框留在某一节车厢地下铁里的风比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方最初的天堂最重的荒唐

我的爸爸

2009-10-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

我在我爸爸的心目中是个小公主。从小到大他都非常疼爱我，只因为我也时常向他撒娇。还记得小时候当我爸爸骂我时我不会认错反而会发脾气然后躲在房间里。而每次都是爸爸先来哄我开心。我虽然从小到大在别人眼里都是好孩子但我还是有调皮的时候。

在小学4-5年级的时候，我因为不想补习而说各种谎言来骗我爸爸。
但是有一天老师打电话来家里问为什么我没有去补习时，我爸爸终于知道我在说谎。但他并没有打骂我反而让我非常内疚因为我看见爸爸眼中的失望。

我爸爸只是个很平凡的小贩但他却让我有完成大学的本事。我知道他真的很辛苦所以我努力让自己成为不让他担心的孩子。今年我已经22岁了，我爸爸对我宠爱依然没有变。当我有事时，他比我还紧张只因为要保护我。

虽然我在爱情路上失败过跌到过但我却不担心，因为从我出生那刻起就有一个很爱很爱我的人在我身边------那就是我爸爸。虽然我从没在你面前对你我爱你但我会用我的行动证明我对你的爱。爸爸-----我爱你

愛情迷宮

2009-09-08T02:37:00.000-07:00

我好累。我真的累了.................................
一個月短暫的甜蜜，換來的是心碎，值得嗎？
愛情不是數學，不能以邏輯來思考，所以每每我問自己這個問題時，換來的答案總是不曾後悔。我可以對他每天思念,昏昏沉沉地過日子。為了他，我早已放棄正規的自己，每一個寂寞的夜晚只能把自己困在只有他的回憶裡。而他呢?這樣的愛情，公平嗎？

可笑的是，愛情啊，它從來就不理會別人的感受、也不會在乎公平與否的問題、更不理一切的上訴。它就是法律，它裁定了一切，沒有規則、沒有裁判、沒有所謂的贏家或輸家，只是在愛情世界裡，心痛總會比甜蜜來的更快而已。愛情不會乞求你來擁有它，它是多麼地期盼把你三振出局啊！它根本就不在乎你一個無名小卒的放棄，因為到後來，總是卑微的人們強忍委屈地爬回它的身旁，哀求著它重回自己的身旁！

而我，就是那個卑微的人，不停地盼望這一點的愛情，卻得不到任何的回應。人生如此地美妙，我卻為了“愛”這個字，放棄體會身邊的幸福。沒有甚麼值不值得，因為不管它的價值是如何，我早已無法從這段苦澀的感情里脫身。世界的美好，卻彌補不了被愛情拋棄的痛楚。而我，也就走不出來他的愛情迷宮了。

Updates

2009-07-22T02:40:00.000-07:00

I alr work for almost 2 mths alr kakaka time pass very fast I even had my graduation ceremony. Haiz now everyday I also bz for my work n tuition. Sumtimes really tired like hell but wat to do ler I nid money mar wakakaka. I know a lot of my fren complaint me tat I alr long time didn’t meet or go out with them jor. I really nid to say soli here to all my fren coz I also hope tat I have extra time everyday so tat can go out and relax.

However, I’m still enjoy on my work (if no nid hit target I think is better wakaka) but I think every job have their own responsibilities to do so since I alr choose tis job then I muz enjoy and do my best. Honestly to say tat I really a lot of thing in tis banking industries and I feel it is very challenging. Besides that, I know a lot of fren from different level and status as well. HOPE to find my Mr. Right here as well wakakaka

Working Life~~

2009-06-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

Time pass so fast. Tis is my 3rd week working days alr. So far i'm enjoy my working life and really learn a lot of thing tat i dun ever know b4. 1st week i had my "selamat datang" program for 3 days. I damn miss the program lor coz i meet a lot of fren there.Everyday js have fun and chatting there wakaka js like my college life. ERM i shud say better than my college life coz there r no stress js enjoy urself.

2nd week ler .....haiz everyday seat in the office read the file and document quite boring ler but i can get closer with my collegues. WAKAKA especially when i dunno how to use the scanner and fotocopy mechine but now i'm "pro" on it jor.

then tis is my 3rd week and i hav attachment in medan pasar branch. I LOVE tis branch till dunwan go back to KL Main office jor. ALL the HEAD of the team are very very frenly. THEY wont act like ur boss but js like ur fren. When u hav any problem sure they can help u. Summore in tis branch u will see the very very nice working environment. Tis is becoz all the ppl here are frenly and easy-going. i think the most noisy department was from tis department lor. COZ everyone there also the lame ppl. HAIZ...... so pity i nid go back to KL Main on next tue alr but i alr told the Boss and ask him wait me 3 mths and i wan transfer here wakakaka

However i'm enjoy my working life now and i feel very challenging on my job. Summore tis weekend i will go 2 days 1 nite trip. WAKAKA

因為愛.....你

2009-05-21T02:48:00.000-07:00

因為愛你. 所以放手還你自由
因為愛你. 所以不再讓你困擾
因為愛你. 所以寧願自己難過

因為愛你. 所以我逼自己離開

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

我没有想象中坚强

2009-04-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

严格来说我已经一个月多没有写部落格。在这一段时间里我象和世界隔绝一样因为实在有太多不开心的事发生在我的身上，让我有很大的压力甚至每晚都有失眠情况然后都在哭泣的夜晚中度过。我只能用辛苦来形容那段时间因为在个方面的我都很不顺利象找不到自己喜欢的工作，和家人有很大的摩擦。

这里每一天发生的事都快让我崩溃，每一天都象行尸走肉般的过生活。或许很多人会认为我是很坚强的人就象什么事情都难不倒我。但我真的很想说我没有你们想象中坚强甚至有时候我会有轻生的念头。只因为我觉得没有人可以真正了解我和帮助我所以我只能活在自己的世界里。

虽然我还是会在外人面前强颜欢笑但是还是有人会看穿我。而那个只是个---陌生人。当他问我为什么看起来怎么伤感的时候我真的有一股想要在人前哭出来的感觉。因为我以为我掩饰的很好甚至我的朋友都看不出来但却让一个陌生人看穿我那时候的我真的不知道要怎样形容我那时的心情。

所以当天晚上我打电话给我在远方念书的朋友。因为他就象我的军士每当有开心或不开心的事我第一个都会和他分享。他总是可以很清楚的帮我分析事情让我有明确的决定。当他问我发生什么时我的泪水就情不止禁的狂流我想他当时也给我的哭声吓一跳吧那时我根本不能完整的说话只是一直哭而他只能不断安慰我。而我在那天晚上哭了一夜但我也告诉我自己这时我最后一次哭了。因为我能体验到哭是不能解决问题要面对它才能真正的解脱。

THANKS~~~

2009-02-26T03:27:00.000-08:00

WOW around 2 weeks i didnt port blog alr coz bz for interview but still unemployed haiz swt however i still will aplly till get job wakaka. Last saturday ( 21 Feb) was my 22 yrs old birthday so me and all my college go poppy n celebrate. I also invited my best fren chooiyee and puishan go as well on tat nite. wakaka puishan look like very enjoy n happy tat nite thus i think we hav 1 more clubbing kaki alr.
B4 go for clubbing my best fren was treat me dinner at sunway zanmai. THis is the 1st time i ate sushi in zanmai. Many ppl say tat it is nicer than sushi king but i hav no comment coz i seldom eat sushi. However 10s to Kah hong,yenmie,chooiyee and puishan for the zanmai dinner i luv it very much
After dinner sure clubbing lar since i say wan clubbing n celebrate my birthday i'm alr know tat sure i will get drunk on tat nite kekeke. Especially OJ SIM was there.....i though only OJ SIM "dui" me but i cant believe tat even the YEWKOON also keep ask me drink till dun let me go dance floor.....wat i can say is i really drink a lot on my birthday until i dunno my fren order flamming for me.
If u think tat flamming is the end then u r wrong coz they order another alcohol to me (i'm drunk till dunno wat the name at tat time wakaka) when i'm drunk i js seat down and keep crying. I also dunno wat i cry for but i js cant control myself and the water keep come out from my eyes.
However i really happy on tat nite and say THANKS to everyone at celebrate with me on tat nite i'm appreciated so much.
I wan THANKS to alexiss,puishan, chooiyee, peivoon, peikuan,meiyee, cindy,kendrick, munyee,brian(10s for cover for me on tat nite), kialoon,kianloong,xien(10s for take care of me when i'm drunk),MK,OJ,yewkoon, karwai, dude and others fren.
PS: THANKS for all the presents as well, i love it so much

幸福

2009-02-13T02:56:00.000-08:00

以前我不知道幸福这两个字到底是什么,甚至很烦恼为什么幸福总是离我很遥远……但是昨天我看了游龙喜凤后,我有了一点领悟.因为在戏里是这样说的……

“很久以前有人说幸福就象一个玻璃球，可是有一天它掉在地上把幸福撒到一地,都是让人怎么捡都捡不完，但是只要你肯努力多多少少捡到一点.”

我很赞同这句话,因为它提醒着每个人都应该拥有属于自己的幸福.所以我衷心希望我身边的每个人都能找到属于自己的幸福.不要因为一点点的挫折就不敢往前去找自己的幸福.

承诺

2009-01-13T21:02:00.000-08:00

当许下承诺那瞬间，决对是真诚的。

但是，很多时候当被承诺冲混了头的当儿，

我们往往都会忘记了其实承诺是有生命的，

它终会在时间的侵蚀下渐渐的风化死亡。

当承诺不能被兑现时，接踵而来就是背叛和怨恨。

把两个曾经山盟海誓，非君不嫁，非卿不娶的人

从相爱到分道扬镳，甚至到死都不相往来。

这一切一切都归咎于我们都太过相信承诺了。

然而你可能会问，

如果连被称之为永恒的爱情都不足以信赖的话，

那还有什么值得我们去信赖呢？

然而我选着相信。

我相信未来是可以改变的。

纵使有千句诺言是假的，

这个世界欺骗了你一千次，

我们仍有理由去期待，第一千零一句诺言，

一定是真的！给自己一份希望，

让自己感觉到快乐, 世上的人千千万,

总有一个是我们所等待的。

朋友们，放宽心胸，忘记过去，

美好的明天就在不远处向我们招手。

黑夜过去就是光明的到来。

只要心还在跳动就有希望！！！

Updates

2009-01-12T05:36:00.000-08:00

WOW today was a wonderful day coz i saw my idol in this morning. WAKAKA when i saw him tat time i though i'm wrong but when i c properly he was really in front of me......... HAHA say so long also havent talk about who is my idol wor.... KEKE he is badminton men's double player---TAN BOON HEONG wah i only can use 1 word to describe him...."yeng" really really handsome lar erm maybe can take him as example for my future BF wakakakaka (js kidding) lol two more weeks later is CNY alr very excited jor but actually i have nothing to do during CNY de dun care js gambling and win many many monay back (coz really broke recently kaka) sumore i wan watch movie with frenz........however "GONG XI FA CAI" to everyone ya..........

爱情

2009-01-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

在这个世界上有多少人真正的认识爱情呢??

对我而言,我憧憬爱情但也害怕认识它

因为我曾经以为它就在我身边

但当我想要捉紧的时候爱情已走远.....

爱情真的让人捉摸不透

它可以让你在快乐的云端

也可以让你在伤心的谷底

如果经验六七年的爱情都可以结束

哪一辈子的爱情要在哪里找呢?

我不知道我一直坚持的执着到底对不对

但我只希望属于我点点滴滴的伤心我要忘记

属于我闪闪发亮的爱情我还有努力

因为现在的我正迈入新的人生新的自我

属于

2008-12-16T02:39:00.000-08:00

我坚持的都值得坚持吗

我所相信的就是真的吗

如果我赶追求我就敢拥有吗

而如果都算了不要呢

或许吧或许我永远都不要遇见他

或许吧或许我太天真了吧

属于风的那就去飞翔吧

属于海洋的那就汹涌的

属于我们的爱该来的就来吧

为什麽不敢呢不要呢

是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他

是他吧他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬我迷信我的迷信

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心我们要各自忘记

属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情我们再一起努力

Final Result

2008-12-12T05:17:00.000-08:00

Today after bak kut teh with ken n other college mate i straight away go home n sleep coz i really tired since i wake up 5am. However when i'm in my sweet dream PV call me n say "siewling faster wakeup coz final result come out jor" haiz i though wan wait till nite only check n continue "mahjong with caogong" WAKAKA but i really cant tahan n cant sleep back so js wake up n check my result....

OMG tat time really scare but after c my result i damn shock....half shock for happiness half shock of angry. The happy thing is i get 1d 2c 1p in tis final semester. Especially when i c the result for MPS i really cant believe tat i can get C (hardest sub for me) keke....watever when i move down my eyes i saw my amr only hav P (the result tat i never expected) n tis make me cant get average C in overall (EMO EMO the stupid M.G really blind) luckly this is my final semester n i never ever c the M.G again if not sure i kill myself....

Haiz ............... i know i emo also no use coz over is over. However i still nid to wave coz i'm graduated n wan look for my good future.......

FINAL~~final

2008-11-18T02:10:00.000-08:00

wow i really cant believe tat this year is my final year and final semester to study. Today is my final exam paper also (although got a bit EMO after come out from exam hall coz dunno how to do)wakaak..... time pass so fast i'm alr study in college for 4 years alr lor. Besides that, need work to earn money jor but till now i dun have the direction wat job tat i wan looking for keke (tat's y always scolded by my brother) but dun care lar let me rest for a while 1st maybe after CNY only i think bout it lor.

Erm when i recall back the memories in the 4 yr college life, i really realise that i become more independent and mature jor keke. There are happiness and even sadness happen between this 4 yrs study life tat make me become mature. However i really need to thanks to my college mate tat always give me support when i face any problem especially in this final yrs. I really cant expected tat so many thing happen in the same time and make me always on the worst and down situation (especially the relationship with HIM and family). HAIZ..... wat can i do is learn form the mistake and always remind myself dun repeat it again. Now i really hope tat i can always keep i touch with my college mate after graduated and wish them all the best in the future..........

生命中的每一个人

2008-11-14T04:34:00.000-08:00

一路上，我遇到很多人他们曾带给我欢乐，哀愁和痛苦让我喜欢他们，讨厌他们,甚至怨恨他们走了一段路后，当我回头看看他们时却发现他们不知何时，早已失去踪影...这时，心里很想对他们说: 谢谢你们曾陪我走过一段路，因为你们才有现在的我.....

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？ *她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？

其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不代表你会选择他。 *我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，仔细看看身边的人吧！

I SWEAR

2008-10-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

I Swear to myself i wont forgive u again coz u really make me sad and dissappointed many many time. Everytime when i forgive u, u also promise me u wont do it again. However after u meet the stupid "big Mouth" frens u totally change back the attituded again and dun ever think bout me....I say many many times alr y u muz care wat other ppl say ??? We r fren so u shud have trust in each other but u dun ever use ur brain to think and not mature at all...Sumtimes when i think back i really hope tat we never be fren b4 so tat maybe my life will much more easier. I SWear to myself both of us wont have any relationship in the future coz i dunwan get any TROUBLE make myself SAD, EMO ,CRY. I SWEAR to myself without u i still can have my new and happy life..........

What Can I Do To CHANGE My Life

2008-10-21T04:11:00.001-07:00

i really really dunno wat can i do to change for my life i hate my life now. Everyday bz with many many thing. Other ppl js work their own thing,but my life need separate to 3 part. 1 Is for my own study and work, 1 for my dad business and another 1 is for my mum housework. Actually i really dun mind to help them as long as i can get wat i wan (happiness in the home) but i cant even get it . On the other hand i always feel upsad and moody. i always ask myself whether i got do my best to satisfied my parents????but i cant get the answer haiz....... My Life is not as easy as ppl think and i dun think other ppl can have the same life like me. for example, my fren can go anyway anytime they want. HAHA for me i need to think izzit i finish my housework???izzit i need help my dad business??? Actually i only have 1/3 life for myself others is for them but how come they still cant satisfied and keep saying tat i'm lazy n tis n tat especially my mum always complaint to my dad to scold me SWT........NOW I REALLY DUNNO WAT CAN I DO!!!!!!

说好的幸福呢

2008-10-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片试写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
开心于不开心一一叙旧着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢.........

执着

2008-10-06T22:18:00.000-07:00

有时候人真的不能太过执着
因为很多东西上天都明明已安排好的
你不能反抗而只能接受
我永远都很相信一句话
是你的永远都是你的

但如果不是你的无论你如何强求都没有用
哈哈套一句老土的话……勉强是没有幸福的
如果早一点决定可以让彼此都好过
哪为何要挣扎呢????
因为我很相信长痛不如短痛
或许你做这个决定时会伤心痛苦一段时间
但当你走过这一段时间痛苦回忆之后
你会很庆幸当初狠心的自己

才能换得今天开心的自己

EMO season!!!

2008-09-16T22:35:00.000-07:00

haiz really dunno y almost all my fren around me also have the emo situation recently....haha even me also have. MAybe people getting elder the problem and presure that need face by us getting more. THus we emo coz dunno wat decision make is correct.

I tHInk all my frens also know tat i like baby very much wakaka. Even we js walking or having meal when i saw baby around me sure i shout that the baby is SO cute. BUt do u know y i like baby so much??? This is because for me i think tat become a baby is the most hapi time. BAby no nid to care bout study result no nid to scare tat they will hurt by other frens and etc... because Baby have the "simplest world". WHen u treay them good they js give u a smile while u scold baby when they done sumting wrong. MAybe they will cry but the next day they will still play with u...

however, this may not happen in the real adult world. This is a comperative world u wan get high marks,others ppl wan higher than u. U wan get high post for work, other ppl may jealous bout u and make u trouble.I remember i got 1 fren told me b4 he wont ever trust his fren around him. Although he can very very close with sumone but in his heart he js wan to take advantages from the person.When i heard wat he say i feel so shock because i never expect tat he will tell me the truth. Wat he advice me is dun over trust my fren around me because i will get hurt if my fren really done sumting bad for me.

HAhaha when he finish saying i js smile to him n told him i alr hurt by my fren for so many times b4 alr. Everytime i get hurt i really sad n down but wat can i do?? i still be fren with the ppl tat hurt me b4 because i think tis is part of our life that we cannot avoid.Besides that, not all the fren also like tat de....Therefore,In my mind, if u really treat me as a fren i will treat u as my GOOD fren because frens is very important in my life....................

还是好朋友

2008-09-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

没有人要内疚没需要原宥在十字街头就相互保佑

那些体贴问候那美丽镜头没必要一分开就变成了诅咒

相爱这一场可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友比爱人长久

不能牵的手按在心头在最寂寞的关头永远在左右

事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后

思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受）

那无痛的伤口还带着温柔到白头 .......

亲吻失去感受火花烧到尽头

没激情没有感情有另一种邂逅

相爱这一场可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友比爱人长久不能牵的手按在心头

在最寂寞的关头永远在左右

事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后

思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受）

那无痛的伤口还带着温柔到白头

是什么叫你我只配做一对好朋友

MISS n LET GO~~~

2008-09-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

i really dunno y i miss him so much recently although we r not fren anymore but the memories bwt me n him still in my brain. Besides that he always comes out in my dream when i sleep but after wake up i'll cry n emo.In my dream we still r good fren n talk to each other.I always hope tat it not js happen in my dream but in my real life. I know tat dreams r dreams n i need to wake up..... haiz.... wat to do ler we even didnt say HI to each other when we meet now alr !!!!
Especially on last fri, only both of us in the lift. At tat moment i really wan talk to him but i cant step out coz i get hurt b4 and tat time make me scare to talk to him anymore. Everytime i saw him i also scare to look to his face hiaz........However, i cant lie to myself and honestly to say that he still in my heart n i cant let him go at this moment although i try my best b4. maybe as i say b4 we really dun have the fated together even as a fren....
30 April 2008 is the day tat i ever forget in my life----the last day he close n talk to me. i still remember tat day we stay at college till 6pm++ he fetch me go take my car at tat time he keep say BYE BYE to me but i didnt say any words to him.. Maybe the god alr give me the signal to tell me tat day is our last day to be fren.....
i really sad tat i lose a fren like him. Although i force myself wan forget him but when i force myself to do tat i'll feel i miss him more. Thus, i dunwan force myself to forget him anymore. This is becasue i read s book b4 "dun force urself to forget anyone, but js put them in ur heart n 10s to him because he is part of ur life b4. Let time to let go everything" i really agree to it n it so meaningful to me at tis moment.
Now i js need sum TIME..............

WILL

2008-08-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

Haha tis is my second post alr lor today i wan intro a new fren here. His name is William. we meet each other since on Nov last yr in tuition centrel. but can u imagine tat wat the 1st sentences tat we talk to each other???? wakakaka sure u think is "HI,my name is wat...." if u really think like tis i cant tel u TOTALYY WRONG....the 1st sentences i say is "Oh.......u r the william!!!" then he reply me as"OH....u r the siewling !!!" swt.....

after tat we started our frenship alr.Everyday "bergaduh"in the tuition centrel,gossip tis and tat HAiz...really miss tat season lor coz everyday also life in happy day.HE is my Will teacher keke if got any problem when teaching js find HIm and throw everyting to HIm sure he can solve for u de. however, So sad to say tat he need go back study in Sarawak lor.

haiz...Make me feel very bored coz nobody fight with me anymore wakaka. although now he is studying in Sarawak but we still keep in touch very often kaka always "bergaduh" in the sms.Even my tuition student also know who r HIm coz i always call HIm n ask question during tuition time(pai seh to do tat coz i didnt pay Him consultation fees) kkekekeek...

WILL honest to say tat i'm proud and happy to have a fren like u.THanks for always cheer me up when i sad n solve problem with me when i need ur help. I know u have ur own problem recently but dun worry coz i promise i'll listen to u when u back to kL on sep 23 kaka (as u say really hope tml is sep 23)i remember u say b4 tat ur hp is on for 24 hours and i can call anytime when i wan share my sadness and happyness with u. NOw let me say it back to u CALL me anytime when u need ppl listen to u.

lastly,hope tat our frenship is js like the cow and lamb wakakakaka WAIting for SEp 23 to see u appear in front of me kekekekek take care my fren........

缘起缘落

2008-08-26T04:49:00.003-07:00

我一直以为每个人的相遇都是因为缘份无论是亲情，友情还是爱情
都是一样的。但缘份这种东西真的很难让人理解因为它让你相知，
相遇却不一定有好的结果。认识的第一年，曾经我很讨厌和他的相
遇因为他做的每一样东西我都看不顺眼。总觉得他自私，自大，爱面
子，不能输等等。我想一开始他对我的印象也不好吧因为他竟然在
不了解我的情况下误解我，然后对我生气，还好最后他知道错怪我
了。
但当到了第二和第三年我们都同班也开始渐渐从一般朋友的交
谈到私地下也爱逗来逗去的好朋友。今年我们还是一样爱打打闹闹
但却让我对他有不一样的感觉----------我觉得他变了。变得不再自
私也比较友好了。而且还在学业上给我很大的帮助和鼓励让我真的
真的很感谢他。
但这时上天却给了我一个很大的考验让我们之间在
学业上发生了误会让他对我很生气也很不谅解。我尝试各种方法去
解决但还是徒劳无功。还让我们之间陷入冰点的僵局。夜深人静时，
我哭了很多次问自己为什么会有今天的局面，但却找不到答案。身
边的朋友也一直劝我放弃这段友谊才能让自己好过一点。
我一个人在家想了很多遍要自己放手去开始新的生活。所以我
联络他还说了一些自己的想法但他没有回音。最后的结局对我而言
已经不重要了。因为我尽最大的勇气和力量去挽回这段友谊，所以
没有任何遗憾。
现在的我开始有一种笑的感觉因为兜兜转转我们的关系还是
回到了原点。或许以后的我们连朋友也不能当了，但我还是感谢命
运和缘份安排让我认识你。我充心的感谢你曾经在学业上给我的帮
助也再一次对你说声对不起………真的对不起